Ever get the feeling that your not goo enough for someone, or well anyone for that matter? Ive been feeling like that a lot lately... Almost everynight i find myslef crying myself to sleep.. And why? I really dont know. Well I just called Nate so Im gonna tal to him.. He always find a way to make me feel better...

Ive been pretty shitty the last few days... Just a sick to my stomach feeling... I dont belive he would do that.. It hurt so much... I can barrly look him in the eye...

So I didnt go to school yesturday cuz well I felt like shit.. I was up all night balling my eyes out like a stupid little bitch... As well as throwing up and well.. much much more ( Read more... )

So here I am, I dont know what is is but Im still feeling just as shitty as usual. I dont know what it is lately but the shit wont go away, I was doing great for a wile and then bam I get to thinking and i get all shitty.

So ive been doing homework for the last like 4 hours. I hate it.. This is the first time all year Ive actull,y had any kind of ( Read more... )

So well, my work sucks ass... Its fun but I hate the new people they hirerd there the dumbest fucking people in the world, I hate them especaily Antonio.. I mean it take a slot for me to say I hate someone but this kid.. Oo I cant stand that little fuck. Hes such a fuckng dick head. I just had a really shitty days.. Well thats how most my days have ( Read more... )

I dont get why people constently lie to me well, for the most part one persone.. And one would think he saw werehis lies got him so you would think he would stop but oviously not... And I mean Its seems everything hes told me has beena lie... The one time I actully hang out with ihm in a long time and he STILL cant be honest with me?! I mean WTF. ( Read more... )

So today was pretty fucking awsome. It started out shitty like always cuz well I hate school. Theres a lot on my mind in the min but I dont know if its stuff I want ever fucking person to know.. But Ive been holding  alot back on here because Lori doesnt think I should put something that go on in my life cuz it might upset a certain someone.. But ( Read more... )

So I havent updated in quite a wile.. I guess a lot has kinda happend... Um.. Well a couple weeks ago carlos called me outta no were that was cool we caught up on a lot and i hung out with him went to the que club then to starbucks... It was cool.. Met a lot of bums Lmao... Anyways.... That was a fun night.. UUUMm... Well Work is work I guess... ( Read more... )

So i had an odd good/bad day... Im kinda in a lot shit load of pain at the moment cuz in Auto today i was clening a screw and i got my finger caught on the wire weel thing on the bench grinder... And so... Its preety fucking gross there will b a pic at the end of this post.. luckly its tiny and you cant see the detail but lori thought i should post ( Read more... )

So yesturday was aright I had BOA wich we sucked at but oh well... After I went to Taco Bell with Loria nd some popele then Wes called when he got home from eating with Nick Jon and then and we were planning to go to frightdome but that shit is hella expensive and i found out my sis is freinds with somoene who does like all the makeup there so if ( Read more... )

(x) been drunk ( Read more... )