oh yah what i forgot to say in the last post was...

eric-i love you...words cant explain how i feel so i guess im just goin to have to show u when i see u lmao...but yah ill call friday saturday n sunday then u can call three other days of the week n that way we only have one day that we cant talk lol :-* lol ugh i wish u were here to help me with ( Read more... )

ok chaa bad few days havent talkd to eric..i havent gotten ne minutes put on the phone n im still band from talking to him for now..hehe...but i am going to be talking to him friday saturday and sunday....bc im evil like that n im wickd wickd sneaking..mwahhahaha lol....but yah had the worst few days in a long time...but its gonna be ok..not really ( Read more... )

fuck life..does neone feel the same? if soo leave a post...:-(

eric-ilu n ill talk to u this weekend...:-*

ok lets see..spent the weekend with heather...went to part of the football game on friday then saturday went to work then spent the night at "moms" to take care of the dog..talkd on the phone with eric from 6 to about 10..heather was working on a paper then she came up stairs n listend in on the phone conversation which im sure she wishes she didnt ( Read more... )

ok lets see..eric calld at like 5:30 then at 600 then at 645 this morning n got us in soo much fucking trouble that im probably going to court then other places bc i wasnt suppposed to have contact with him n i was also not supposed to have him call or nething n now im in more trouble than i can explain..i can get aim or my comcast stuff soo if ( Read more... )

I finally feel like im happy for the very first time.. i wonder where u have been..i use to feel lost before I found u and now i never want to let u go…I want to hold on to u forever n listen to ur heart beat n I want to lay with u while u sleep to listen to u breath…n I wonder do u feel the same way that I do…I pray that u will forever love me ( Read more... )

omg eric i love u sooo fucking much..lol...we have some of the greatest talks on the phone like when we were talking about the "paddle" n ur brother was like u should always get felt up before u start using the paddle..lmao..or like when we were talking about me getting confused n walking n circles n u do it like 5 mins later while doing the same ( Read more... )

hola all heres the update..got in trouble with eric..im not supposed to see him or talk to him but do u think that im listening to that haha no..im like grounded from the computer or should i say aim..so if neone needs to get a hold of me just either call my house or write to my mail if u want it just leave a post n ill give it to u...im at school ( Read more... )

GREAT TIMES WITH EVERYONE AT SCHOOL N ONLINE..

im me if u wanna know what classes i have know lol...

eric ilu :-*

all i can say is..

ERIC I LOVE THE TALKS...

;-)

me

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