american idol is the best show there is on fox ( Read more... )

today we started the egg baby project and i have 3 babies. their names are: Skyler(girl), Tobias(boy), and Xander(boy ( Read more... )

i just watched peter pan (with jeremy sumpter; he is so cute) anyway and i cried in that movie it is so sad and i hope that maybe one day i can find my very own neverland ( Read more... )

A MODELS UNLIMITED ( Read more... )

No more champagne ( Read more... )

i am in sckool rite now and i have a big headache. i feel so bad i didnt even bother todo my hair like usual. but my break was awesome and here are my new years resolutions before i go (cause i feel like crap)

1.) to cut down on the usage of pot
2.) to cut down on the sex

~happy new year

i am starting to have reegrets about seeing my mom now. i dont want to go back with her, but i do want to see her b/c there r som many things i wan to to ask her. i just feel so lost rite now, i am just scared to make that leap, b/c it is hard to go back. i dont kno what to do ( Read more... )

i feel so confused, my life is falling apart. why cant my mother just get the point i dont luv her i dont want to go back with her. but then again i need to see her, i need to ask her bout my father, i need to ask her why she did what she did, i need to tell her that i am gay. i hate life rite now i just want to fall over and die. i need a miracle ( Read more... )

just pasted all my entries from my old journal, sorrie if they seem out of order and wacky

[Dec. 28th, 2004|01:44 pm ( Read more... )