I hope I remember the tags for lj...> >;;
It's really been a long time since I last posted, and I left on a bad note. Everything has been resolved between me and my friend.
Actually...it was resolved withing a week...(We both let everything out in the parking lot then went to play video games at my mom's house...eheh..........:x ) I just wanted to publicly (even though no one reads or cares about this lj anymore, or...at least I certainly don't lately...) say that I blew some things out of proportion.
I'd also like to say that...despite how part of me is a bit angry you -wanted- to hurt Katie's feelings by sending her lengthy messages I wrote to other friends when I didn't know how to handle things and was under the impression I had been talked about behind my back for a long time by some -other- friends (okay this is getting harder to summarize...)
....Well, in a way...I have you to thank, whoever you are. Because apparently me being silent about all my feelings was the biggest problem. Now that everything has been let out, resolved, and we are back to being best friends, it feels almost like the old times. Almost. We just need more concerts to go to before things are really worked out.
But Katie isn't a bad person. She sleeps a lot and can't say no to her parents not even when her mom physically won't let her leave without a lengthy conversation...lol...mommy...XD...but not a bad person. I just need to learn to speak up LOUDER when I'm uncomfortable and be comfortable with the fact that I'm completely and utterly socially awkward. Even on Twitter...
Actually...it was resolved withing a week...(We both let everything out in the parking lot then went to play video games at my mom's house...eheh..........:x ) I just wanted to publicly (even though no one reads or cares about this lj anymore, or...at least I certainly don't lately...) say that I blew some things out of proportion.
I'd also like to say that...despite how part of me is a bit angry you -wanted- to hurt Katie's feelings by sending her lengthy messages I wrote to other friends when I didn't know how to handle things and was under the impression I had been talked about behind my back for a long time by some -other- friends (okay this is getting harder to summarize...)
....Well, in a way...I have you to thank, whoever you are. Because apparently me being silent about all my feelings was the biggest problem. Now that everything has been let out, resolved, and we are back to being best friends, it feels almost like the old times. Almost. We just need more concerts to go to before things are really worked out.
But Katie isn't a bad person. She sleeps a lot and can't say no to her parents not even when her mom physically won't let her leave without a lengthy conversation...lol...mommy...XD...but not a bad person. I just need to learn to speak up LOUDER when I'm uncomfortable and be comfortable with the fact that I'm completely and utterly socially awkward. Even on Twitter...