Darrell and I broke up. I didn't really feel like I belonged in a relationship at that point. I felt like a horrible person for so long. But anyways, Mike (the one from b-4) called me and we started talkin and hanging out some. So it's cool. And Chris and I have started hanging out a lot more, we're getting to be such good friends. He is so cool! ( Read more... )

Yesterday I got my driver's license! It was amazing! And now me and Katy are trying to work things out... apparently she never hated me, she was just upset and didn't talk to me for awhile. So we talked yesterday, and I told her to call me last night. And she did, but last night at dinner, it just so happened that I got sick (which is now proven a ( Read more... )

Oh my gosh! Darrell is the sweetest thing! He sent me an e-mail and it made me cry! It was just one of those questions about me e-mails, and he sent it to me and made me cry on the l;ast question! Dangit! I've never cried over the way people talk about me or what ppl say, and now it's happening! LOL! He is amazing! He finally asked me out last ( Read more... )

The Perks Of Being 18 ( Read more... )

People can be so selfish at times! I mean, I finally find this guy (not mike) that I really like and that likes me too, that I can open up with, and he is my friend's ex! She broke up with him 4 months ago, and was over him completely until I started to like him. I liked him before she and darrell dated before, and she knew that. So of course, the ( Read more... )

I'm a homecoming candidate!!!!
I'm so happy right now.
I get to represent youth alive!
My dad already has a car set up for me!
It's a gold 1966 convette convertible!
I'm so surprised that I actually got it!
I didn't expect to get it, b/c I was up
against 3 popular people

okay, well my life is going pretty well. I have never had straight A's on anything before in my entire life. Well, I've been bustin butt to do all my work, and stuff this year, and I've got straight A's on my progress Report! YAY! I'm so ecstatic! I almost cried when I saw it. Then of course, I rubbed it in my little sister's face that I; Kendal ( ( Read more... )

Okay, so I lied. This thing has been here for me too much to just stop writing in it. Okay, so I dated some guy from Scott High School. He runs cross country, and I really just wasn't feeling anything more than friendship towards the end. So I broke up with him last night. It was really hard, he looked like he was going to cry, and it had only been ( Read more... )

I really would prefer having a private journal if no one is going to read my online one and respond. So, I guess I am through with this journal... Maybe I'll start another someday... but then again I might not. I'm trying to start my whole life anew. Never think about the past, it only causes pain that has already been dealt with to come back... ( Read more... )

Okay, this is a poem that I wrote about myself during geometry class last year. We had a few days off in there when I was going through a really tough time, and I started writing this poem, and it's really truthful, and open about how I feel about myself. I think some people who are really close to me may see some of this in me... and maybe it will ( Read more... )