okay so i played FFXI for the first time in like two weeks yesterday and yeah im glad i did met more ppl and got a new linkshell which was good seeing my other one was like "broken" and well i have four, but lets see one no one is ever on, the other are like cocky experienced players, and one is broken and then my other one i got yesterday and i ( Read more... )

wow ya know wat sucks? headaches, they make my eyes burn and I hate that .... =( well I forgave my freind, hope I don't regret it, if we keep going in circles than iono ... and my freinds credit card thing like mess up so i can't play FFXI ... that's okay in a way beause it was getting annoying, I can play my other file, but yeah i just ionos ... ( Read more... )

why do i choose this life ... why do i continue to be these ppls frends when all they do is make me upset apprently im too busy hiding everyone ... its rly nice to see what the ppl who i thought i confided in and trusted think of me .... do i honestly deserve this ... im out of school im suppose to be like happy but im not cuz everyone finds ways ( Read more... )

okay so lets see life is so so sad again ... jux like i expected ... /sigh ..... why is life alwayse like this ... god it used to be fun and crap, what the hell happened!? im a fucking trainwreck man .. and a friend of mine decided she wanted to step in front of a truck today ... she lucky she didn't die .. or break nething .. or something ..! ( Read more... )

Okay ... so i actually went out this weekend that was good, at first i was like at school ... awe i wanted to go out this weekend but i dunno if im gunna do nething now ... but we did and it was fun =) welps all we rly did was like hang out eat wander and watch tv but Mike and Ashley are jux koo like tat hah ... neways i got story to tell you cuz ( Read more... )

why am i alwayse so sad? life is so depressing ya know i had sort of a good day today at the wave game, then i came home watch a episode of full house try to fall asleep then my alarm buzzed cuz my mom cell phone was near it then i did my hw, and just a lot of drama went on with Allison and Sarah and people fucking piss me off!!! Making me feel so ( Read more... )

man im so extremely frusterated ... with school for one, i missed a day and a half this week cuz im just fed up with everyone .... art well thats a fucking disaster in itself .. but grrr omg ppl are so annoying, but you know what im so different these days i dunno if its cuz im too down to be my happy funny self i used to love, or if i just broken ( Read more... )

Okay, i'm still fucking pissed off from last night, let me spell it out for you, first I was talking to Adam, cool right? cuz hello Adam is like awesome, but then he was gunna call me back cuz he was gunna shave or some shit and my dad is like 15min its 10 im like yup tats right he was like i hope he aint calling u back tonite i was like um yes he ( Read more... )

hrrr ... People Suck! did you guys know that? I dunno why im friends with stupid ass people! They fucking piss me off sometimes .... and argggggg my parents are getting on my freaking nerves!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Oh yeah this week is so stressful, okay by Tuesday we need two essays 1500 words in, and then Wed we have another one due, ( Read more... )

Okay nothing to report id love to update u step by step but you all can just ask me yourself here's the update for the past two months: I HATE MYSELF ARG! and the update for the past 2weeks: life sucks in case you didn't know im so under pressure its not even funnie .... don't even sympathise either!

~Kt~ the crazy one.