I hate everything about this holiday! Especially thinking about a year ago yesterday...I was having the time of my life with the love of my life...but lets not even go there..Josh happens to be a whore. But I guess we shall make the most of this halmark holiday...therefore sink and maybe DM are going to a show at the skelletones..should be a dec. ( Read more... )

So I have decided to take a step out of my life as I know it and go back to the life that I once knew! I realized how terribly I have missed all of my friends who were there for me in my most difficult time..and that I need to be there for them in theirs. After all..that is what friends are for. So to all of you...I'm sorry for stepping out for so ( Read more... )

So you sailed away
Into a grey sky morning
Now I'm here to stay
Love can be so boring

Nothing's quite the same now
I just say your name now

But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
You don't want me back
You're just the best I ever had

So you stole my world
Now I'm just a phony
Remembering the boy, leaves me down and lonely

Send it in a letter
Make ( Read more... )

I have pretty much decided that I'm never going to get over Joshua. I honestly am soooo in love with him and he is soooo not in love with me anymore..or ever was...im not sure. Its so hard to let go of the only thing you have ever loved..its hard to let go of Josh and Molly. I know I have to because he has moved on...but he had someone to fall back ( Read more... )

Scratch that last update...school and work isnt fine. Im on over load and I can't take it. I hate how I am expected to be great at college and I'm sorry...I'm not! My parents are always nagging me about it but I don't think they get it. Times have changed and today this world sucks. Everything is so fast paced and nobody takes one damn second to ( Read more... )

its been so long since i've done this. Nothing much is new..school and work is pretty much all i have time for. but thats ok i guess

I miss all of you a ton! jess..you need to call me!!!!! I was thinking about yoga last night and started giggling because we had so many good times in that class.  lol like tooting! hahahahah i miss you so much and am ( Read more... )

I really suck at this updating stuff! I'm sorry!  nothing much has changed. Joshua and I are hanging out more..but its really hard, Im so in love with him and it hurts so bad everytime I see him. Some days I feel like I am slowly winning him over again, other days we have never been so far apart. It makes me sad. But I guess I need to be grateful ( Read more... )

Hm...I don't even know where to start!  School is soooo stressful and my political science is a flaming liberal! psh!!  I don't so much get along with flaming liberals! It's all good tho! Work sucks mucho! Come visit me at the holland best buy! but hopefully the muskegon one soon!

Joshua and I hung out yesterday...that was fun ;) teeheehee.....

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It's been sooo long! My bad! but truthfully i have been so busy with work and school and all that jazz!!!

and nothing is new! im still torn over josh..who is now dating that bitch he cheated on me with...and thats killing me the most! :(   Anyone know Sam who works at Sam's Joint hook me up with some way to...get to her :)

OUT!

hey guys..just a quick update! I am home from Africa now..it was a blast! I have plenty of pictures so just holler if ya wanna see them!!!

Jesi had her baby! and he is the sweetest thing ever! His name is Jason, and he is in DeVos hospital because the cord was around his neck and some no good stuff happened to him! Pray for Jesi, Ricki, and Jason!
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