It basically feels like all my insides were ripped out and put back in the wrong order. My heart is in my stomach and my stomach in my throat. I just need to find order in all of this mess.

Should I do wrestling at school?

So it weirds zach out that his friends want to be my friends. He thinks it's weird that they talk to me online and are my friends on myspace. It seemed like he wanted so much for them to like and accept me, but now it's a little too much and he feels threatened ( Read more... )

This weekend may have been the best in a whole long while ( Read more... )

I drove home with the windows down tonight. I was listening to the CD Zach made me and I couldn't really understand what I felt ( Read more... )

Today I almost killed Claire and I in the car. But we both agreed it would be okay because we were listening to Ring of Fire sung by Johnny Cash.

I'm selfish but I'm happy.

And frankly I'm proud of myself.

Today I got a date with E Manne.

The University of Kansas ( Read more... )

I left everything behind. My house has all of my belongings that I have ever gotten a hold of in my life. Most of my friends are home because they can't get out of Houston. I feel like I am helpless and all of my life in trapped in a place that is impossible to leave. We left at six last night and made it here at six this morning. Everyone's houses ( Read more... )