im gone this time
im really leaving

death keeps calling me, shes gonna set me free. no more sunshine sidewalk streets or misery. like she did for you oh how you suffered. lower east-side apartment we stayed up late.the bones inside your mind where all broken and the keys that opened any answers were all stolen. filling and refilling up the glass with makers we both agreed the final ( Read more... )

a coma might feel better than this, attempting to discover where to begin. youre weighed down, youre full of something. Of sickness and desertion.youre weighed down, youre full of something, youre underneath it all. So say goodbye to love and hold your head up high. theres no need to rush were all just waiting, waiting to die. hoping a better place ( Read more... )

J:I really should go! I've gotta catch my ride ( Read more... )

all aboard the sinking ship
my volatile vessel
horns blasting in the night
avoiding obstacles
headed away from the lighthouse and
its blinking beacon

how can somebody be just a memory? how can that be all we have of them. a picture of them in the back of your head. a piece of a conversation repeating itself over and over again. tears dont bring them back. nothing does. so you keep those memories and hold them as tight as you can, hoping that you never forget until one day becoming just a memory

so today Andy got me an xmas present. A 6 month gym membership. which is good coz i am so shit at getting motivated. so when i see the card sitting here and im on the internet i will feel shit and make my housemates come with me to the gym. yay. i wish i could swim coz i cant and i think it would be way fun ( Read more... )

1. What did you do in 2007 that you'd never done before ( Read more... )

why do i waste my days off?
i need a hobby

Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||||| 43% Stability |||||||||||| 46% Orderliness |||||||||||||||||| 76% Accommodation |||||||||||||||| 70% Interdependence |||||||||||| 43% Intellectual |||||| 23% Mystical |||||||||||| 43% Artistic |||||||||||||| 56% Religious || 10% Hedonism |||| 16% ( Read more... )