"sometimes it just feels better to give in..."

[lilgutes12]

i'm completely torn.  sometimes i feel i should just isolate myself up here rom everyone and get used to the fact that i'm going to have to learn to live on my own without seeing any of my friends.  at other times i feel like i should be spending as much time as possible with my friends since i won't be seeing them for a long time.

i've felt

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I think my comment is longer than your entry.

[dwyerm12]

The way I look at it is that either way, you're not going to see your friends for a while. Either you can make that happen now by sitting in your room, knowing that your friends are [somewhat] nearby and want to hang out with you, or you can wait until you leave for Germany for that separation. Personally, I think it's best to wait until Germany to do that because it really, really sucks knowing that your friends are near you, yet you're not hanging out with them...being so close yet so far. At least when you're in Germany, there's nothing we can do about it because there's an ocean in between us! Why make the sad fact that we won't be seeing you come any sooner than it has to? Why would it be any easier living without seeing your friends now than waiting until Germany to cross that bridge? It's difficult either way. So yeah, that's just my two cents, and clearly, I'm a little [and by little, I mean quite] biased, haha.