"Remember a joke so you turn around; there is no one to listen so you laugh by yourself..."

[lilgutes12]

i hate being paranoid, but it's hard not to be when i'm so used to disappointment.

and i know i've said this probably a million times before, but i have mental issues. god, i have a problem, and i don't know if it's cuz i'm bored or what, but i think i just like having some kind of drama [that's not really the correct word to use here, but i don't

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[urinade]

baby i seriously love you so much. and you never bore me with your problems. i'm not good at advice but i'd try my hardest, and if you just need someone to talk to i am always here. i know how you are though because i went though a lot of shit and i couldn't even talk to my best friiend about it but that was because i felt distant and i just had problems expressing myself. but i never want you too feel that way. if you called me at 3 am i'd get up and talk to you. and if you needed me to be there for you i'd drive all the way up there in a second to help you out. you mean the world to me and i am here no matter what and you can always talk to me. i love you so much and like i said at marie's party. last year i just met you and now we're showering together.
*with bathingsuits* but you get it.
i love you