Sucks more than anything has ever sucked before

[lilhobbit]

I haven't exactly been on the updating mood. RL has been confusing, tiring and utterly fucked up and even my fandoms have been bitchy and declining (Claymore's ending is so fucked up

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[infiticus]

Well. That sucks.

I know this is going to sound funny coming from me, given that the one two times we've hooked up in person I've been attached to a bottle (or more!) of wine, BUT...

You don't *want* to drink? Don't drink! It sounds as though you may be developing an intolerance for it anyhow, if your hangovers are getting worse and you're starting to black out. It usually more fun to do stuff sober anyways.

The folks I hung around with in Uni never drank. Not cause they were wusses or afraid to or it was against their religion or anything ... more often cause we were doing things like talking or playing cards or paintball or (whatever) and it was more fun sober.

The story above ^^^ is pretty scary, hon. With all your bruises and everything... are you sure nothing else happened? I hear you on all the what could have beens -- but as long as you learn from it, it's ok.

However you decide to go forwards - I'm with you. *hugs*

[lilhobbit]

It's not that I don't want to, it's just that it usually ends up badly for me. I get less fun than harm from the experiences - Totally excluding our evenings out in England, because that time was a riot ;))) I'm probably gonna calm down again and stick to the mild drinks.

And yeah, I had my hysterical moments on Wednesday when I was alone. I couldn't stop crying at one point. Hence I took certain precautions in case something else did happen. I usually tend to think the worst from these situations, so there's no fear of me being too naïve. -_-

Thanks for your words Inf. You always have a way of making me feel better ^^

[infiticus]

Awww - I'm glad!

You know - I can't help but think that your coming back around seeming like a dream would make good fodder for a fic.... *big grin*
*hugs*

[lilhobbit]

And the abuse just never ends! -_-

[netaria]

*pets you* Aw, you could have talked to me about it more, sweets. I wish things had gone better for you.

Maybe you should stick with being the DD or are there some weaker drinks that you enjoy? *huggles* I hope you start to feel better.

[lilhobbit]

Sorry, I just... it was really difficult to find the words. Besides I was at the point where I wanted to forget it'd ever happened. I usually tend to angst over these kinds of situations a bit too much. :/

Yeah, mild drinks really are my thing. If we'd gone to the bar, I would've probably kept better check of myself but at Hemuli's it was difficult with everyone sipping one another's drinks and not really knowing what they were offering. But lesson learned ;)

*huggles back* Thanks, I feel better already. ^^

[goblie]

Wow hon... I didn't realise it had gotten this bad when you spoke to me about it! *HUGS*

That is kinda scary.. I am glad you seem to be feeling better now though. :)

I guess like the others said... if you *do* enjoy drinking, try to stick to the milder drinks. :) Which.. I think you know anyway. o_O

Anyhoooo.. it doesn't sound like much of a fun experience (but hey, what a warning for the future!) but I am very glad that you are okay now and hopefully have recovered from the fever and are just generally.. shiny. :)

*Sacrifices some camels in your name while dancing around a bonfire shouting "STORM CROW!" repeatedly* There. That should bring you lots of good luck for the future. :D

*Hugs again* :)

[lilhobbit]

Awwww, you got me bleeding camels! ♥ How sweet! ^^

I'm muchly better by now, thanks to all of you. Things are looking up again. Besides Heroes is starting tomorrow! What's there not to beam about?! ;)