In my dreams it’s like an old black and white film, streaming over and over again like a broken record. No matter how many times I try to change the track, it keeps going back to the same one. No matter which record I replace it with, the memories poison my sleep - and I wake up knowing. Just. . .knowing. As I lay restless within the ocean of ( Read more... )

It stung,
Like 1,000 yellow jackets attacking your heart without mercy.
Stone cold, as if I were a statue, I sat there.
Quietly.
Motionless.
Unable to move a single bone in my body.

A tattered banner attempted to sway in the low breeze,
The hum of the street lights filtered through the cars windows,
And though her lips moved, and tears fell,
I heard ( Read more... )

Lets see, to sum up:

moved out of my aunt and uncles - graduated - got my cosmo license - and now live with to room mates who spoil me rotten and enjoy every second of it. The Mistress and the Midnight howler (nickname for reasons you may OR may not want to know) are probably the best thing that has happened to me in the last 3 months.

That's the ( Read more... )

I really need to update this.

I'll have something posted by Sunday. I promise.

for someone to prove me wrong.

the night fades in ( Read more... )

I run away.
I hide.
I push away as fast and as hard as I can
Whether I know it at first or not...
because sometimes sometimes i panic
sometimes the anxiety kicks in
sometimes the questions over power the truth
and i wonder

why me?

For a moment, as I was hearing myself speak ( Read more... )

It was like a painting. The way the sky faded from pink to midnight purple in a matter of moments. The way the thunder crashed and the lightning blazed the sky like witches fingers. It's light framing the trees into perfect silhouettes ( Read more... )

per month theres a little over 700 hours ( Read more... )