Woke up...Went to work..Got there and the managers were bitching about the night crew who cleans. I work 27 hours this next week, but Im wondering when Im going to have time to see miguel this weekend. Today I cleaned the countertops at work, and scrubbed the crap outa the napkin holders. Had like two glasses of water, and a few very fresh ( Read more... )

As I sit there in starbucks I notice the weirdest things. Peoples socks..the easter bunny next to me, who continues to walk around and freak me out. The guy becide me has the lord of the flys book. Makes me wonder if he is in high school to be reading that book. I keep looking up at the sealing its a very odd color. Like a grayish green? " ( Read more... )

shitty day..Went into work at 530, got sent home at 930...Had mozzarella sticks for dinner, and a Iand I still got sent home. Got home and just broke down crying. my mom obviously doesnt understand when i say when I dont want to talk about it, that i dont want to talk about it. She stood there taking every guess she could take, but she still ( Read more... )

.sigh. And I was looking forward to seeing him today.

I've always had a butt since i was younger..
I went as a Dalmatian for Halloween once.
even had a birthday cake that way.
Any camera means i need to be in that photo.
I have a bunch of photos with easter bunnies..
i had a birthday party or two.

I just need to write some stuff down ( Read more... )

Unemployed....Thats all that i can keep saying. How I fucked up. Im feeling like I should have known better, which i knew i shouldnt have done it. Some say its for the better, that i wasnt happy. Was I really that into a job that i lost my sence of reality? Im not sure what to do with myself. I really want to goto the beach, and just sit ( Read more... )

do you ever sit and wonder ( Read more... )

"You're Not Alone ( Read more... )

even if i left it wouldnt matter..he would be fine without me. he would find better, even a better fuck..because god knows im not great.