Hes back and I dont know if thats a good thing. I'm too scared to look and see the truth which is you either take him back and be 50"s housewife hiding the booze and smokes cause we now know its wrong. Or you go it alone and try to find the true love. Or you take my mothers path which seems to be mine and stay with him for 10 years and then leave ( Read more... )

I feel really good today ( Read more... )

He called me, wanting to go to counceling i said yes for some sort of closure. He asked me what I wanted out of it, and I thought I spoke so elequently but he just didn't understand even then. Bah I want him back. i want him to love me as I am capable of loving him ( Read more... )

My floor is covered in food. The house smells like cat poo.... But my dishes are done

Well im alone. Saying hes left me saying his name hurts too much ( Read more... )