Why now? When I need it least of all. I just feel like crying all day. I don't know if I can go to Rawny's party tonight...I need time to cope with it all, or I'll just fall into deeper depression ( Read more... )

I'm back in England! At last! It's good to be home ( Read more... )

Still in France unfortunately. Jess is going to see HAL tomorrow night, lucky child. HOWEVER! We're going to find a way to go and see them on their tour after their album comes out, and we're (hopefully) gonna skive off school to go and see them play in VIRGIN in CAMDEN on the 27th April. How about perfect? My favourite band, in my favourite shop, ( Read more... )

Still in France. Getting boreder day by day. I guess by next Sunday I'll be dead ( Read more... )

Good day. Another band practice, which went well again :D...I'm so pleased with how things are turning out. Everything is how I want it to be, I couldn't ask for more. And with one day left of school, I'm worried that by the time I get back, it won't be the same. But I'm living in hope that it will all be good, at least til I finish my GCSEs ( Read more... )

Had our first band practise yesterday. It was brilliant. ^.^ I know it's going to work. Me and Jess promised each other it would ( Read more... )

Forgiveness is a great thing. Dom has apologised to me just now, I've apologised to Dom, and I feel free. It's weird, because when Mrs Waters said this morning in assembly "Think of someone you find it hard to forgive"...I never would have thought of Dom. I have become a person that forgives straight away, without thought, without thinking ( Read more... )

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I can't take all the bitchy comments everyone makes anymore. Today in R.S Cheryl tried to start bitching to me about Bunco, and it stirred up so much anger and sadness in me, that I was as unresponsive as I could be, and she asked me what was wrong, as though bitching is natural and I should be doing it. It's not. And I don't want to anymore. And ( Read more... )

It's interesting. Sometimes you can never make someone believe you are who you are. But when they finally listen to you, and believe that you are who you say you are, it not only makes you feel better about yourself, but better about the other person as well. Sometimes people appear to be something they aren't at all. And that's where stereotypes ( Read more... )