i know its none of my business and i should have talked to him before i wrote this entry, but at this point i dont care. its my journal. im just kind of tired of seeing my roommate coming in and crying every night as she re-enters the room. i feel some what responsible for this and i guess that is why i am writing this ( Read more... )

as my friend's mother's battle with cancer continues to escalate, i continue to question the validity of my every day "issues." i sit here and listen to her constant every day troubles of a family member stuck in the middle of choas and i feel guilty for being upset about finals. i wish there was more for me to do for her, however i know that the ( Read more... )

I'm not sure if it the rain that is making me write, or the creative vibes seeping through the air in the room the past few days. The girls have begun their finals paintings. Slowly they have been taking form and are looking really nice ( Read more... )

went shopping today and went out on a limb. i bought a white skirt. you know every once in a while you have to go shopping, and every once in a while you have to buy something you normally wouldnt. i was feeling like a spender.

nohops4: hey, are you there ( Read more... )

New fetish: sleeping in my underware.

And so it seems to be where ever I turn, I am surrounded by the engaged, the pregnant, the young engaged and pregnant. I have been having a bit of trouble adjusting to the thought of my friends growing up and finding all the things we once talked about finding when we would grow up. It is finally becoming a truth for some of my friends and slowly I ( Read more... )

and another week has passed ( Read more... )

freakin out ( Read more... )

black bird singing in the dead of night ( Read more... )