so hear I am trying to occupy my brain the best way I can. Thinking about what matters to me most. What can I do to change things, to change me. I sit here and ponder. There are SO many mistakes that I have made in the past. But its the past. The only thing I can do is alter my future. Right? It seems to me that I"m starting to get things in order ( Read more... )

went out with the girls on Thursday. We all dressed to teh "white trash" theme and drank 40s. It was cool.


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dude I"m fuckin wasted. I can barely type right. I swear. HE doesnt hate me! thats a damned miracle I swear. Ist tight tight. woww. Off to bed I got I ahv e german in the morning.

guten Nacht

ok sorry room mate is calling me and and talking mad amounts of shit. She has a serious respect issue. Shes selfish and spoiled and TELLS me to do things. Its unreal and its hurtful. Ive tried to be nice but fuck that noise. I make any amount of noise getting up or going to bed she bitches. Thats all she ever does. ITs just saddening. and On top ( Read more... )

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last night was crazy. beer pong and 151. ack. no more of 151 that shit kills. and defiantly(sp) fucks your shit up if you havent had before I'm sure. Me and Trisha got in to it but we finally resolved some issues which was much needed. Although we were intoxicated. bah. I want to go back to bed. I'm in a wierd position with all this mess. man my ( Read more... )

i cant really explain the state that I"m in in. I'm beyond a rock and a hard place. And I"m stressed out and damn irate.
i need a beer...or maybe several

yeah... blow me

Took my final today. Not too bad. I move tomorrow. I'm anxious. I dont really know how to feel about everything. I'm pisse at my "friend" will becuz he told me he'd drive me up tomorrow and bailed on me yesterday. bastard.

So... I'll talk to ya'll in like a week or so. Unless I can get a hold of a comp at school.

western, i'm comin home.

I think I spelled that wrong. go figure. Exam tomorrow, not prepared for. Boo. I was all super giddy yesterday but it died out already. Thats hopeless.Circumstances blow ( Read more... )