wowowowowowow this summer has gone by so fast! I can hardly believe that its already august...it seems like just yesterday school ended and i was planning for my "awesome summer in boston." While this summer is hardly as "awesome" as I expected, it wasn't half bad. True, there were times when I wondered what I had been thinking staying here and ( Read more... )

He's driving me crazy. CRAZY! He is the most unstable person I have ever met, and I only wish that I could do something to make him realize how fucked up he is. His emotions are all over the map, leading me on a wild rollercoaster ride for months, and while I've temporarily departed the amusement park, I can't say I'm still not affected by his ( Read more... )

Isn't it interesting how everyone has a "type"? I, much to my shargrin, have realized that I def. have a type. And it's a type I wish I wasn't attracted to. Yet, time and time again, despite my inner instinct telling me to run in the other direction, despite the bad experiences lived through, despite hearts getting broken and tears being shed and ( Read more... )

I'd wish myself back to a day when I was happy. Really, genuinely, ear-to-ear grinningly happy. For some reason all of those days seem so far away now. What happened to me? Why did I become so jumbled up on the inside? Why can't I get those days back ( Read more... )

Everytime we take a step forward, I feel like we take 5 giants steps backward.

I don't want to be second best. I don't want to compete. I am tired of this good vs. bad childish game we are playing. This needs to stop b/c it's obvioulsy not getting any better. And sooner or later the bads will outnumber the goods.
FUCK!

I don't want to be alone anymore...I need a touch of love and a kiss that means something and the feeling of intimacy...I want a boyfriend and a lover and a friend all at the same time...I think I'm just being selfish though.

i wonder why i have such bad luck sometimes....well maybe it isn't bad luck so much as i have bad timing. i always fall in or out of love at all the wrong moments, either too soon or too late. or when i finally do find love, find happiness and stability, something comes along to fuck it up ( Read more... )

The Keys to Your Heart


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I don't understand the male sex...but then again, who does? I am constantly baffled by their thoughtlessness, lack of understanding, and overall stupidity. Luckily I have my Will, perhaps the only normal guy out there. I hope I never lose him...two years nine months and still counting!

No one knows about you but me,
Is that good or bad?
I don't know yet