something(s) been bothering me lately.. a lot of things.. friends/family/future.. nothing is what i wanted it to be like. well i guess that is what you get when you choose to live on this earth. i dont know how to control this but then again i never knew how to i just acted on instincts and my feelings are kinda what got me here not my thoughts.. ( Read more... )

well lets see.. its about 30 minutes before gordo gets off work and calls me up and we go do something. im sure of it.. so what else we got here.. i got new music! hella tight stuff, like the BEST old school breaker music not this modern gangsta bullshit that they only sing about how they lost their girlfriends.. i like the old rap where people try ( Read more... )

definately going nuts.. nothing to do.. nowhere to go.. no one to see today.. no one home TO see.. guuhhhhh.. im absolutely going to get a fukin car and drive my ass out of this town for a day then bring my bike with me and bike ALLLL over the place in san fran and do whatever. so i'm on AIM talking to laura before i go and we're talking about ( Read more... )

hmm.. somethings wrong here i mean i listen to the same 26 songs a lot and i think the radio has shitty music but i must know of someone new with good beats. i think i'll try some of kelley clarkson and someone else and see how i like it. i just think theres not enough GOOD songs so i end up deleting everything and only listen to a few songs. i ( Read more... )

by the way.. i smell like poop! showertime! lol dont you just LOOOVE the random shit that i say? hahaha i'm just kidding

i feel like crap kinda.. i dont know. i've been crying for a little while now. there was a lot of things building inside and it only took a movie to realize it.. just like that graduation song. always makes me cry. well maybe not always. but i think since i havent seen dad in soo long and now that he's gonna come visit he has more work to do and ( Read more... )

well i was really really bored the whole day today well yesterday technicaly. i have summerschool in 6 hours and im not looking forward to it. i cant take more school after last year, it makes me go crazy! but i think its the homework that makes me crazy, i love to talk to the people and hang out and stuff.. except one thing here... whenever there ( Read more... )

i went shopping yesterday and this guy named rico is hella funny at some shop near the shopping area of town. this guy told me to dump my mom and walk down the street alone and pick up some taiwanese girls. i was cracking up, but the thing is he helped me with the clothes like we played dress up lol basicly anywayz.. but yeah i bought new clothes a ( Read more... )

did you notice that the people say "nigga" a lot? in their language it will be like "uhh.." but it's hella funny how they always say nigga you know? it racist back home but heres it a regular word hahaha! so i think mom and i might go home a bit earlier. i dont really know what else there is to see here since it is all a bunch of nightmarkets and ( Read more... )

yesterday was whacked! i went to snake alley.. that shit was weird and smelly. the stores had jarred snake and guts and stuff.. they eat the snake sheddings and the blood and bile and whatever else you can find on a snake.. i swear that was really new to me. and guess what? i drank something foreign and it had white stuff in it. when i asked what ( Read more... )