This is about no exactly how i feel right now! This song has meant so much to me for some reason for so long. Everything the lyrics say right now have a certain meaning to me, most of you will understand! Well this is the song my bro's band played for me tonight and it made me smile, it reminded me of my past and of my future after all this is ( Read more... )

oh what a wonderful today...NOT! lol, i dont know the last time i said not! heheh anyways!!! So, yeah guys suck and did i mention guys suck. Oh and lie and suck. (had to get that out, ps there might be more throughout the entry) so last night i found out the "whole" truth behind everything, well actually all but one part, i found that out this ( Read more... )

okay so i am still not "okay" but what can you do. I honestly just never thought Z would do this to me. I know we are not together but he is still trying to get me back, so how does this fit in? They kissed and messed around so he can get his mind off of me? And he lied cause he wanted to pretend it never happened? Why would people tell you that ( Read more... )

okay... maybe later i will regret this entry, due to finding out the truth but as for now nobody is online and i need to talk about this in some way, shape, or form! Okay, as all of you know me and Z are no longer together, but we still care about eachother and it was not something done out of hate or wrongdoings it is just for the good of us. ( Read more... )

Okay, it is sunday afternoon and i have been up since 730!!! These damn drugs why can't i just sleep like everyone says they did??? Anyway this morning i went to see HARRY POTTER! For thoughts, comments, or a discussion of the film, just ask I have LOADS of them! At this particular moment i am trying to eat, which TRYING would be the key word! It ( Read more... )

YEAH! The day is here, Kenny Chesney is here along with Rascal Flatts! woo hoo, i is so excited, and to make the day 100 times better i am going with my best friends. One of which i rarely see due to school and work, so seeing her is going to be worth going out looking like i do! ps i hate it when my face swells! I just have to remember this is ( Read more... )

So this morning i woke up to a fat face! It was horrible, i am deformed it is gross. OH WELL! what can you do? Anyways, I am so happy to read everyone talk about the future. Everyone has great plans and i will pray that all of us make those dreams into reality! Speaking of praying, i have decided that i want to join a church. I guess lately I ( Read more... )

Well i desided to write one more time today BECAUSE i might be a bit out of it tomorrow. For those of you who dont know i am getting my wisdom teeth out, and i am nervous! I have never been knocked out before. Oh well too late to turn back now, must be brave. heheh I just hope i dont look like a chipmunk at the concert on Friday, but i have a bad ( Read more... )

Today has me thinking of the future, I read one of my friends diaries about where she was a year ago today. A year ago today i was on a cruise ship, were i met someone. I was still getting over someone, but this new person helped me to move on from my past and look forward to my future. This person showed me I could move on with life. He became ( Read more... )

Hello again... well today is Memorial Day (tons to do) and tomorrow will be what i offically call the start of my summer. It is the time when I will be either working or sitting on my ass at the pool! In 2 weeks i will be 21 BUT really none of my friends are 21 yet, and if they are they dont live really close to me. The past week has given me ( Read more... )