this hopelessness/emptiness/artificiality is creepy. good to read this though, it's far more than you could tell me, cos it gets there straight without explaining.
Hey hey...mindin_my_ownJanuary 25 2011, 22:43:49 UTC
I'm really sorry. For not calling on thursday, not even letting you know why i didn't make it. I overslept totally and got...i dunnno, i suppose ashamed of letting you down, letting you hanging AGAIN. i don't want to do that to you anymopre, to people i care about. hiding and caring from a safe distance. i'm better now. lee was here and i should have called you. ask you to meet. but i'm a stupid brat. lee helped. and i know you would have too, if i just stopped being an idiot and reached out. anyhow,even before he came i booked a shrink appointment. got to book another one though, cos the one i have is on 17.02. and i want to start working on this "thing" i have sooner. you have no idea what it means to me to know you're here
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Hey u. napisałam wczoraj wieczorem do Ciebie, ale nie dostałam potwierdzenia, więc telefon znowu out pewnie i smutno mi, że nie mogę Ci powiedzieć, że Cię kocham i że chcę zeby było dobrze, i może tu przeczytasz przynajmniej, bo chcę, żebyś wiedziała.
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good to read this though, it's far more than you could tell me, cos it gets there straight without explaining.
thinking of you
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napisałam wczoraj wieczorem do Ciebie, ale nie dostałam potwierdzenia, więc telefon znowu out pewnie i smutno mi, że nie mogę Ci powiedzieć, że Cię kocham i że chcę zeby było dobrze, i może tu przeczytasz przynajmniej, bo chcę, żebyś wiedziała.
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o babe babe give me a sign oh baby! yeah!
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