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[lillithwrites16]

I mean here i am, i work hard, i try 2 do all that i can, and still i am here feeling so cold, like ice. Even with layers of clothing a fire, a blanket and lush surroundings, my heart feels like ice. Why must i always support others and feel like there is nothing but a white box for me? maybe i am being egocentric and having self pity, but that is

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You are not inadequate in any sense of the word.

[asampleinajar]

Katie, you mean more to me than many, many things in this world and you're maybe the greatest friend I've ever had. I know you feel terribly, horrendously awful, but you've always got to remember that you're a magnificent, wonderful person, everything else aside. You've got to tell yourself that you are good enough, but you've gotta let these feelings of inadequacy out sometimes too. You don't need to conform to the dumb majority's rules of friendship and society and your own views; you're so much better than that. Live by your own terms. When the world is beating you down with all it has and everyone and everything are against you, fight back, because you'll always be good enough if you stand up and say that you are good enough. You say that there is no God or that something messed up and that people are cold and heartless, and maybe you're right, but that doesn't mean giving up or giving in. I know that there ARE people who care, because one of them wrote your entry. Energy and matter are neither created nor destroyed, so I have a

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[lillithwrites16]

thanks.....i feel bad now cuz i know that i have u and many others as friends, but in the heat of emotion i feel lonely. It's not that i forget that i have friends. I know i need 2 help myself, and i am trying. thank you for your support, and i will try 2 not have such pathetic entries. no guarantees. but thanks, your amazing

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[asampleinajar]

Hehehe. Please, post whatever you're feeling. That's what livejournals are for, right? I only want to comfort you, but feel free to put down however you feel; venting works wonders.

Hey

[jewsic_rox]

I read asampleinajar, and so i found your journal-i feel the same way you do a lot of the time-add me as a friend?
-beth

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[lillithwrites16]

sure, why not? oh i saw ur interests, have u been to paris? If u have, I am soo jealous!

[jewsic_rox]

Yea, I've been lol