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[lilloads]

so i know this is crazy, and weird, and stupid. and have no fear i do not plan on taking action on this anytime soon. but i want a babbbbby. i keep having prego dreams and everytime i see an ex (most of mine) with their baby and wife. agh i just want one. i cannot wait to grow up and have my own.

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[nikitaerroneous]

2 summers ago. that was the first time I had the thought of wanting a baby. I was taking care of my 2 year old cousin and god damn she was precious, to hold on to for the weekend. I had a prego dream the other night, but thats because I fell asleep to One Tree Hill and that show is all about teens having kids in some episodes. How are all the Sugar Creek boys?

all my ex's live in... other places.

[lilloads]

jamie is in eygpt. his baby is beautiful and looks just like him, he is with his babymamma. douglas is in eygpt also, both will be done this august, he hasn't spoken to me, but he is married with an adorable baby. i saw a picture of him sleeping on a couch with the baby asleep ontop of him. dustin is in california, about to leave for afganistan in august and is married. and joshuwa is in myrtle beach with his new girlfriend.

and i am here. husband-less, and baby-less. i think as soon as andrea got pregnant i wanted one. it kills me to know i have to wait years through college and to get married before i can adopt and give birth.