Scary times ( Read more... )

I don't want to internalize what I have...I don't want to be that girl again. I don't want to bottle up all that I feel against her. I hate feeling like this, I hate living here, I hate school full time. But what can I do-many more people have it much much worse. Maybe i'm right, maybe there is no such thing as happiness ( Read more... )

it stings when someone you love doesn't really care about you anymore ( Read more... )

got some dispatch goin ( Read more... )

This whole being a woman thing is difficult ( Read more... )

I've never liked your words before ( Read more... )

The grass is never greener on the other side ( Read more... )

in the process of being done ( Read more... )

Bin Laden has just said "happy is the one who has been chosen by God to be a Marder".
Then why the fuck isn't he dead. Cuz he's a fuckin coward that's why.

i don't know
trust is hard
and i'm messed up right now,
really moody. Don't know why. Well i do, but again, can't talk about it because trust is hard.

I fear abandonment. I'll just put it that way.
And I'm so pissed off that I'm loosing such a good friend...and it's her fucking fault.