i hate life...

[lillulu2005]

soo yeah... life is great right now!! hahaha... that was sarcastic lynnsey right there... i finally got over feeling likei needed to have guy to feel good about myslef.. i finally accepted the fact that i was single... and i was ok with it... and then keith came into the picture... andi thot that finally shits gonna work.. im not gonna fuck this

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[jiffybisquikin]

Hey, Lu? It might not seem like it, but I do know how you feel, when things seem to good to be true and then they end up being just that. It's like what happened with me this summer. I'm not gonna go into detail and bore the hell out of you, lol, but it's one of the most suckiest feelings in the universe.

Life just seems to have a theme song sometimes doesn't it? :)

Well I don't know what else to say other that I'm always here if you need me. You know the drill, he he. I'm just glad you have a friend who can show you some comfort. Talk to you later!

[brokenmirage]

Yes, you are right, i broken the golden put friends before boys rules. and i just i cant lie to keith, he just has this ability to see right through me. and at the time i said you had nothing to worry about you didnt. I had no intentions of being with him, i assumed he was happy and didnt push anything. He actually demanded the truth from me, and i hence told him not to do anything on my behalf and that i would wait. I wish this didnt have to happen this way and i wish i had made a few choices differently, but the fact remains that shits happens and thats just the way it is. i feel really bad about this i really do. I dunno if this helps ne but keith means so much more to me then just sex, or a good time i care about him, and just want him to be happy, again im sooo sorry for causesing you pain, and i wish the circumstances would have been different.