Wow, just got done readiing everyone elses journals and now I barely have anytime to update mine. Had a good weekend. Was in Petersburg for part of it. Went rollerblading and swimming with my boo boo, then watched fireworks in the boat on the lake which was really neat. Spent last night with bob and ang at his house and that was fun ( Read more... )

Wow. I actually found an apt that I like... and i signed a lease on it. It's Olde Towne apts and I move in Aug 7. So I still have some time to save a little more money to maybe buy some furniture. My mom called today and I told her and my dad and sis all about the kittens and how I just got an apt, and they were really happy for me. So that was ( Read more... )

Mowed the lawn today and watered the grass and flowers. Was going to wash my car this morning, but I realize I have no car washing solution and dont feel like buying any. Ill get some from Nels later. Im viewing an apartment soon, so I need to go take a shower. Worked on my tan this morning too. Hmm.. how am I feeling. Well, Ive been focused on my ( Read more... )

i dont think he realizes how similar we both are. we both are stuck on someone from the past. we both desperately wish we couldve been w them forever. now we try to meet new people, but we dont give the new people much of a chance to win us over before we blow them off.

Last night, on impulse, I got two kittens that are adorable, but covered w fleas. So i gave them a flea bath, which they hated, fleas still arent gone. So ill have to give them another one next week. Now Im looking for apartments to move into, something cheap. I need to move by August so my parents dont kill me for getting the cats. They wont be ( Read more... )

Doing better. Back with Nels again, as usual, but one always goes back to what is familiar and comfortable. Im just not sure what actions on Friday caused him to not like me anymore. I thought we had a good time Friday, but i guess not. It doesnt much matter bc Im back with my boo boo.

Im seriously contemplating leaving town.. I should just drive to Denver and stay there. It's a better option than killing myself. So great, in 24 hrs, two guys that I like are prob not going to talk to me again. Plus, what do I really have going for me here?Schools done and I have a crappy job. I just need to take my cat and leave.

So, Jason and i "met" last Saturday, and things are going... smoothly? Actually, not sure about it yet, but hope something happens. Anyway, so Nels asked me to go camping today on Monday and i said yes bc, well I didnt know what would happen with Jason. But last night made it clear to me that I deffinetely am moving past Nels. So when he asked me ( Read more... )

It kinda sucks that we're both still in love with our exs. If that is the case, can we find love for eachother?

How can I feel so strongly about someone over a few text messages?