does it ever end?

[lilly5788]

why do i always write in this? its like it just pulls me in. it doesnt help so why do i waste my time? these are questions that i cant answer. i have reached the point where im ready to give up on EVERYTHING! this have just been going downhill and its killing me. i'm not one that like expressing their feelings so what do i do? i keep it in and let

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[spazgirl469]

i have no idea y uu were put on c but that pisses me off too. and i didn't mean that she was the only one that i think i could live with. in fact i'm the kind of person that is better off living alone, but she is one that would just lock herself in her room. thats y i said that. and the reason that i told her that we have alot in common is b-cuz we do. and its goes deeper than just skin level. but u and i have alot in common also. don't get me wrong there. no i'm not pissed, i'm just really stress and part of me is sooo scared shitless that i don't know what to do. i haven't been trying to close u out, i too have been under emunse ammounts of stress and keeping to myself is how i deal with it. i will come out of my shell here soon when i have it all figured out in my own head. thats the way i have been my whole life. as a little kid i would go hide for hours at a time, were no one could find me, and just sit there and think. i can no longer hid for hours at a time so i pull into myself and think. and i always end up pushing ppl away,