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[lilly_faust]

Seriously, what am I so stressed over? I want to go back to sleep but I can't and I barely fell asleep in the first place. Now this weird muscle in my back won't stop spasming and I just can't lay in bed anymore. So let's at least see what's rolling around in my brain:

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[mikisana]

Oh my gosh. I hate your neighbor and I've never even met her! I know how it feels though; when I lived with Gavin our roommate always had his girlfriend over. Gavin and I didn't even have enough money for food and since it was Gavin's house he'd agreed to pay everyone's utilities... but "everyone" meant ours plus the two other guys paying to rent out rooms. (NOT ours plus the two guys who were paying rent PLUS both their girlfriends who practically lived there without paying anything) So utilities more than doubled suddenly...and they were always eating what little food we had. We had to hide it in a mini fridge in our BEDROOM and use our closet as a pantry in our own home bc they were such mooches

[lilly_faust]

Well, I -was- okay with it when I had like all day be with Harry, but everytime school starts I get like this. She even asked me if it was okay if she came over when I'm not there, and at the time I was fine with it, I still don't think she's a threat, but now I really do find her a thorn in my side. It makes me even angrier that Harry will defend her. URGGGG DX! All my other roommates are on my side though, so at least I have that.
The thing is, we're only moving 15min away. She was pressuring us to move into the same building again! I tried to be assertive and say "I really don't like that idea..." but if this other place falls through then that's where we might end up =/. Harry is being really stubborn about looking around elsewhere, and I can't argue much b/c I can't pay the huge move-in fees for normal apartments. I seriously, seriously, can't wait to move.

[boukun_rashiku]

OMG GTFO NEIGHBOR AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. Maybe it's a self-preservation subtype thing but I *seriously* hold grudges over the weirdest shit and FOOD/DRINK is a HUUUGGGEEEE one for me. If I buy it I'm eating it. If I make it I'm eating it. If I *INVITE* you, you can have some but don't overdo it unless I *TELL* you I'm throwing the rest out. I seriously know how absolutely ***insane*** I look when I get all bent out of shape so I try to repress it when I go back for seconds of something and it's gone already...especially in my house where mom makes it all the time...but I can't handle it. I get on mom's case sooooooooooo much for not putting stuff on the list when we run out because I want it when I want it and if it isn't there I have to choke a bitch. It seriously makes me feel like a 2 year old who had someone snatch away my toy. I want to hit that person and scream at them and stomp around and maybe even cry a little to really drive it home. If someone like that came around me I'd get downright rude after once or twice. It sucks that

[lilly_faust]

I'm really grateful that you guys can read this drivel I write and understand that I need validation! Yeah... I wish I could contain this insane feeling, but instead I'm just gonna sit on it until we move. Thank you, I'm glad to know I'm not the only crazy person about food^^. I'm only moving 15min away, but she's already whining around about how she's gonna be lonely, so I think she also gets it.
I'm glad you're making your way here, I really am. I'll be honest, I have been dying to have you come back since you left^V^. Once you get here, you'll be at the head of the game XD! You've already gotten your BA so you're definitely beating me, lol. You can do it!!! XDDDD (totally love the idea of being a shonen heroine ^V^)