Comments | lilly_hime: Last week sucked..

lilly_hime

Last week sucked..

Apr 19, 2008 01:38

Been horridly depresed the last 10 days or so. My tooth infection is gone, but about 10 days ago Athena (my fav. kitty) went missing. I searched the feilds for her but couldn't call for her because I had only been taking my meds for like.. a day at that point, couldn't move my jaw at all ( Read more... )

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procne April 19 2008, 21:12:05 UTC

*Hugs* I'm sorry =\ I know how that feels, to be uber depressed like that *has been for the past... month*. And the random bouts of crying... I think it's probably normal. You'll stabilize for a few days and then at random you'll cry. And then you'll go back to being ok =\ *Hugs again* I hope you find her.

lilly_hime April 20 2008, 00:34:43 UTC

Thanks. ;_; I'm so close to giving up. The cat at the pound is having kittens later this week, so theres no way she could be my kitty. :/ At least in your case Josh? called you and isn't missing/dead.

procne April 20 2008, 04:54:31 UTC

I wouldn't give up, not yet. I know this might sound crazy, but do you have the 'dread feeling'? As in, do you feel like there really is no reason to hope? Because if you don't, definitely don't give up yet. I know it sounds kinda weird, but I just wouldn't give up yet. And that really sucks that it wasn't her at the pound. =\ *Hugs*

Yes. That is a good thing. But hopefully you will found your kitty. I couldn't imagine losing my favourite cat... *Hugs more*

lilly_hime April 20 2008, 13:23:17 UTC

Ah.. dread feeling? Hm. I'm rather apathetic actually in RL, so after almost 2 weeks I don't feel anything now, aside from the mood-swing on friday, but I think that was the anime openings fualt (the song was about someone looking for someone who was already gone forever.)

Thanks though~ *hugs*

undead_man April 20 2008, 15:35:29 UTC

I'm so sorry your cat is missing. It's heartbreaking, I bet.

And don't worry if you can't come up here in May, real life always takes over having fun. :\

lilly_hime April 22 2008, 05:25:58 UTC

It was heart breaking, I couldn't do anything but sleep for a couple days. Though that could also have been a sideeffect of the medicine I was taking. :/

And I'm sorry Em. ;_; The guy he works for doesnt have enough people to cover his shifts for more then maybe 1 or 2 days, and generally his workdays are lke 14 hours long.. so blaah. D:

metakun April 21 2008, 08:09:59 UTC

Can't say I've felt the same since I don't have cats. Of course, I have been depressed before. I would be worried if you had the dread feeling... makes it seem you might do something drastic @_@. Anyway, I hope your cat pops up soon. Stay positive; perhaps you can do something about it. If not, doing anything is better than nothing~

It's too bad that you can't go to Chicago, but yea it sounds like your mom needs you. Hope everything gets better for you Lil. Come online sometime, and I'll give you a glomp :3

*Glomps from LJ while watching the other readers stare and think how stupid I sound* ;D