none of this makes sense

[lilly_lerouge]

i love my friends so much, but i don't know just how much more drama i can take! i don't mind being there for them, because i know how hard it is to be going through something without any support, but it's starting to wear on me. it just adds to all the bullshit stress that i bring upon myself. i just feel like a lying faliure and it sucks. even so

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ahem

[bibliokate]

You are not a royal, lazy fuck-up.

BUT, here's your two cents worth of advice today:
The best way to take care of others is to take care of yourself first.

It's not to say BE SELFISH, but how can you offer support to friends if you are tired, malnourished, run-down and stressed. So, take care of you and then you will be an even better friend than the excellent one that you already are.

Drama is for high school or is a class taken for elective credit. It is very wearing and usually there are better ways to spend your resources (time/energy/etc...) Get out before it drags you down.

Love you hon!

Re: ahem

[lilly_lerouge]

that's what i've been saying. i can't deal with all this bullshit drama. i just wish i that i could hold my own and get my shit done before i deal with others...

mom told me that you are moving back here soon. i can't wait! it's been so long since i've seen you. i miss you!!

[sweetseadragon]

Your sanity comes first babe. I hope all of your friends with drama can stop to pause to lend you some support, too. Sometimes when we're young and inexperienced we don't know to be that good at giving back.

If you have any free time next week please let me know. I'm sorry I will miss your gathering today. Want to go to a bakery with me? I found out about one in Vienna that looks pretty tasty.

I don't know what to say about your family other than they don't seem to have reasonable expectations given your feelings about GMU and what-not. The last thing you are is a fuck-up. What you are is a human being with some real struggles.

[lilly_lerouge]

you'd be surprised just how much bullshit drama there is in the world. there are always those emotional vampires lurking in the shadows. i wish i could go to a bakery with you next week, it sounds totally awsome, but i leave to fla. on sunday for a week. but when i get back we are most def. getting together. love ya!

[lizieaxes]

well..looky, you can have parties and such and i can bring a nice calm to your life...jusdt not on friday nights!!! bah! love?