"You're still here"

[lillychamille]

I'm really diappointed right now. Disappointed in myself for thinking of people in a certain light and disappointed in others for acting irresponsible. Noone can be right all the time and noone can be responsible all the time. But when it comes right down to it, I wake up knowing that there are few things in my life that are stable and that is what

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[bo_bali]

I read this and Eric's entry after I saw you. You need a break? I totally understand. That is fine, however, I want everything out in the open. No more lj innuendos about me, situation, Myles, Eric, whatever. I don't like secrecy. I gave you no excuse, I apologized for not calling you Friday night and I am truly sorry. I apologize again, I should have called you. I know that is not your real beef with me and that is why I want to talk. I want to talk face to face, not on the phone, not on live journal. I will call you tomorrow night after I get off. I basically just want to know exactly why you are angry with me and explain any misunderstandings, if there are any. After that I will leave you alone, I don't like being persistant but I want this settled once and for all and I think the only way of doing that is to talk it out and face to face is the one thing we haven't tried.

[lillychamille]

I dont understand why everyone thinks that there is something more to this than what happened Friday. That may be something little to everyone else but it is pretty big to me. Ive done my time in high school with friends that have better things to do and I don't even want to come close to that again.