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I know I know
It has been too long since I've written here. It's barely been a month, actually, but considering what has been happening, it feels a lot longer than that.
Though it wasn't for a lack of experiences but rather that I had gotten cold feet for a while about putting my thoughts and experiences, and in essence, my vulnerabilities out there for others to ( Read more... ) -
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Oh no...
My insides feel hollow and I'm feeling a bit like an angel of death. -
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The morning after my last post, I woke up feeling more refreshed and energised. The result of that was being able to get a sense of the information that I tried to get the night before. But better yet, when I got to work and relayed the information to my colleague, she asked about her mother (who is still alive). Normally, being asked will make me ( Read more... ) -
Two visits today
The first happened this afternoon. It was raining. Not just a bit of trickle, but really raining and somewhat windy. Despite this, my partner had been determined to get our garden ready for planting veg. This happened during a brief respite from the rain...actual sunshine! We were outside at the back of the house. I was digging and hoeing, and ( Read more... ) -
Dealing with the dead
For some time now - okay, for a long time, I've been avoiding having to deal with the idea of dead people. ie. that contact with them has been part of who I am.
For part of my life, I had tried to avoid that part of me that is 'sensitive'. When I realised that being anything different would be like losing a limb, I learned to embrace it; or so I ( Read more... ) -
Book review and other thoughts
The other night I pretty much finished a book called When Ghosts Speak by Mary Ann Winkowski. Borrowed from a friend, it looked interesting and some of what she said made sense and shed some light on the subject matter. The author is a paranormal investigator and has consulted on the TV show Ghost Whisperer - I don't know if it's still on though I ( Read more... ) -
A not quite update
I should post more here, I really should.
The whole point of this journal was to chart my progress and any interesting things that happen. There are usually little things that happen everyday in fact, but as they are things that occur with regular frequency, whether a mental nudge telling me I need to leave if I'm to catch the bus, or having ( Read more... ) -
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The other night my manager was re-counting to the staff a story of how I'd warned her about someone that she'd just hired, and how it turned out to be true. Then she said, "But you didn't get Pamela (name changed) did you, and look what happened."
I didn't say much at the time but later remembered that I had actually felt some unease, but at the ( Read more... ) -
A new precognition
I'm in my kitchen, and I've been thinking randomly about President Obama and how happy I am that he's in office. It's not usual for me to think of his family because that is his private life and I while I have a fascination for who he is, it's more geared towards where he's come from and what he's accomplished. Why am I explaining myself ( Read more... )