I am not wanted.......

[lilman1517]

so ya what a shitty day... didn't do much of nething. Found out the girl I am in love with and thought about marrying no longer wants me.. what the hell am I supposed to do now? she said to fall in love with someone else... how can i do that when all I think about is her. I will never be the same.. not without her. I need her she helps me so much

Comments

[hezzierae]

Oh Andy, don`t be so upset. I know it`s hard thinking about it this way but.. 'Everything happens for a reason.' I`m sure you have heard that 100x times but it`s the truth. God doesn`t put more on your shoulders than you can handle. Everything will be okay, I`m here if you need me. =D

[lilman1517]

Thanks heather... I just don't think people want me to be around here. It seems like everyone hates me. And I hate having the feeling of being unwanted. And I'm not happy with myself ne more. I hate everything about me. I wish I could change it all. I just dunno whats wrong I never hated how i look or my personality but all of the sudden I just hate it all. Thanks for everything heather <3 u

[jcakaiser]

Andy you better not move!! I think your awesome...we all have our downfalls. Me and Cassie were going to call you to hang out saturday! were getting a bunch of people together...not really a bunch but a few! so you better not make plans! its going to be sweet!! i <3 you!

[lilman1517]

better not move? well it might be happenin. End if january my parents r goin to florida to look at houses... so ya it might just happen. It'd be better for everyone around here if I left the state so no one would have to deal with me

[poproxhardcore]

andy zant, just because of what happened with me, doesnt mean nobody wants you around. i still care about you, i dont see why you hate yourself, and it would not be better for everyone, espcially me. and i know your going ot contradict that but whatever im not going to argue with you about it

[boogerbutt03]

Your welcome Zant. Like i said, im here for you. Unlike other people, when i say that i mean it. And remember what i said about Saturday night. I got your back. You need to talk, you know my number, where i live and work. Stay in hiding as long as you want if that helps man, but you wanna get out sometime get ahold of me.

[lilman1517]

They don't wanna fight.. there pussies... and I prolly will be getting ahold of you soon cuz maybe all I need is to get out of my house and hang out with a few people who accept me for who I am. All I know right now is I'm not happy with myself and I got alot of changing to do before I'll be happy again. But I'm goin to lay down peace bro...

[poproxhardcore]

ok, in rebuttle to "they are pussies" i agree some in zeeland are pussies, but not everyone. and i garuntee you they want to fight. but fighting is completly stupid and serves no point. i know quite a few boys that would gladly fight you, but whatever that isnt he point.

anyway again im sorry for everything that i have done, i dont know what else to say, except that i still care as much as you dont believe me....i dont care im saying it anyway. so fuck you and you thinking that nobody cares about you and it would be better if you werent around....i still care and i do want you around....and if you still say that nobody wants you around or nobody cares, well then i guess i am a nobody just like everyone else that cares about you

love ambur lynn

[boogerbutt03]

As far as i can see, you're most of the fucking problem here. If they wanna fight, they're gonna get an ass whooping like they've never known. I dont care who you are, you hit a girl, you're gonna get it.

Frustrations

[poproxhardcore]

somebody*rolls eyes, points to self* left a metal spoon in the snickers ice cream when they put it back in the freezer.....and now it is stuck and wont come out...i am deeply disturbed.....and frustrated...i cant get it out....the nerve of some people!