This weekend has been kickass for the most part.... Friday I was lazy and watched high school football finals all day then during the pistons game I left and went to my bro's house to hang out til the Catholic game was gonna be on so I could watch that... well it never started til like 12 or some shit.. so I stayed up til fucking 3:30 in the mornin ( Read more... )

ok why lie about something so stupid? Your a fucking idiot. You just fucked everything up. ok I'm done with that onto something better ( Read more... )

so ya today had the interview at Applebee's. it went good I have a job now. Which is kickass cuz I need t pay my credit card bill for my clothes I just bought the other night. So ya today has been pretty good. Coulda been a lil better but nope it wasn't. Hung out with Shunk for a lil while today too. played pool.. I kicked his ass. Now I'm just ( Read more... )

so ya today has sucked. All I did was go bowling. Other than that I have been sitting home doing a whole lot of nothing. I hate how theres never anything to do in Fruitport. My cell phone is gay and the screen doesn't work anymore so I need to go get that fixed, I got an interview at Applebee's tomorrow with the gm. Which is a good thing.. I hope. ( Read more... )

So last night was the NFT at the Orbit room.Got there late but It was so fucking sweet. I met the bands.. kick ass. Got a few autographs... hangout with with the bands with a few friends from Grand Rapids Catholic Central. It was so sweet having backstage passes though. Was a first for me.Never been backstage at a concert. Had a good ole time ( Read more... )

concert....kicked ass!!!!! slipping on ice when I got back home...not cool. now my ankles all swollen and shit and it hurts to bend it or put weight on it.. but me being stubborn I'm gonna walk on it and not do to the docter like mommy says.. NOpe Fuck that but I need sleep I'll tell all bout backstage experience for fallout boy later.....

so ya I'm getting sick of this not being able to sleep thing. I'm tired and all but I just can't seem to actually fall asleep. I try everything. but tonight might be because fallout boy concert is tonight at the orbit room and I got backstage passes.. so I'm like reall excited about that. maybe its cuz its finally snowing outside..which means ( Read more... )

I tend to blab on these things about me and things that are bad in my stupid life.. so I'll make a post that is on more of a positive side.. Last night I talked to Courtney H... she made me smile. I haven't talked to her since one of my parties. and last night hung out with tony played madden... went to bob evans with my mom,dad,bro,sister,courtney ( Read more... )

I can't sleep. I hate this. I don't know what to do anymore. I love her but I don't know if she feels the same way. I don't think she wants to be with me. Everyone tells me I need to move on but I don't want to. I want her. I'm so lost... I think about her all the time. What am I supposed to do? How can I just forget about her and move on when she ( Read more... )

I hate these feelings I've been having the last few days ( Read more... )