fuck what wrong with me what did i do

[lilmigosnee]

well i dunno i am not me u are not u any more look this is the thing you are the only one that i have really cared for, for more than 2 years ok i mean i see crystall the real u i believe and then to see how u are acting now i am just astonished i mean that i think u are not actin like ur self u are this person i really care about then out of no

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[crysxforxtears]

look dear, i cant talk to you if i well, cant. i mean. so what im different. so what i act a certain way. how am i acting?! how am i supposed to act? you act like i need to be a certain way for you to accept me.. imean, thats how i feel. and this whole, not saying anything is making me angry. whats the point of coming over to my house if you are just going to sit there with a grimace look on your face and not say anything? im sorry that im not up to your expectations of the new or old me. thats confusing. tell me how im acting. ok, soi started cussing alot. so what. anything else? you know ive always said i wanted a penis. so that cant be it..i just dont understand what you want from me..or what you dont want..or something..talk some

-Crystall, love you still doopey

[lilmigosnee]

i mean i just didnt kno u were this way. it dont really bother me i am just tryin to understand and i do now so i am over it. i see i dont expect u to be what ur not. no i mean i just didnt kno this part of you i guess. its fine though. well i am i guess done with it. i dont have expectations for u i just didnt kno that side of u. ok so i kno i am different i am just not use to this part of u. its fine i am started to get use to it. its fine now i promise . if i need something i will come talk to u. if thats ok.

-jesse

p.s. " the love for you that i have is stronger than the love of someone i dont kno even if you change " it means to me that no matterhow much you change i will still love you the same way you are and nothing can change that lovez you byes