Things have been so crazy these past couple of months. I feel like I have a completely differnt life. I really have no idea what the future holds for me. Since July I just havnt been myself. I feel like the only ones who understand me are the ones going through the same loss as me. Yes, I am still not over it, I never will be. Time has gone by so ( Read more... )

Why? Why did God take away someone I loved so much? Why? Not only that but my first true love! Someone I never got over! I have his letters about 100 of them and all I do is cry when I read them. Life is so unfair. Why do people die so young? I will never get over this, never. He took a peice of my heart with him. And then I ask myself, why didnt I ( Read more... )

I am just going to say it! Why is it so wrong to love someone? Why dont I just pretend I am too cool to love ok? ok

Well it has been a long time since I have wrote in my live journal! And there are a couple of reasons, one I forgot my password, two I joined myspace and xanga and three I started to think this was dumb. But I really do like writing. I really wish I could major in jouralism sometimes but who knows what I want to do. I only have a couple friends on ( Read more... )

Happy August everyone! today I did a lot of cleaning. I have to get a lot done before I leave to go to Michigan. Today is the first that means Jim and I have been together for 7 months! Time goes by fast! I dont know what we will do, last month for our 6 months Jim bought me a diamond heart necklece. I was so surprised. But anyway I have some ( Read more... )

Well Ive had it! I am sick of getting migraine headaches over and over. Taking Relpax is not going to solve my prolems b/c when I take it I space out and everything becomes a blurr. Jim asked me to go to a street bike show and I had to pass on that tonight becuase I had to sit at home and space out on the couch from my migraine medecine. Well at ( Read more... )

Well I havent updated in a while and I was feeling quite silly last time I posted so I feel like I should update. I have a part time job now. I'm a secretary and a bookeeper now and I know how to bill people and bank in all the checks we recieve into the computer and then put it into the bank and blah blah blah and then do all that secretary work ( Read more... )

So, I just got back from New York City! It was fun, but kinda hot actually. I saw a lot of cool things, met a lot of cool people but I'm glad to be back. I did a lot of shopping. I had a good time. But for some reason, my sister said someone kept on snapping pictures of us whereever we went and we didnt know it! They must of thought we were ( Read more... )

Well I woke a little late today. Probably because no one is here. My parents went fishing. I should have gone but I didnt get much sleep last night. I'm not sure what I'm going to do today, probably goin to lay out in the sun at the beach or by my pool. Then go to the gym. I can't wait to go on vacation to NYC. I'm really looking foward to it, I ( Read more... )

Things are going well, besides being sick. I found out I am officially going to Michigan with Jim to visit his family in Aug. I'm excited. I miss my friends, it seems like I havnt heard from a few people in a while. Amy Miclean is coming down here on Thursday, so I'm excited to see her and Micah (her husband). Well that is all for now. I'll post ( Read more... )