this is ME
well. i am fed up and its now time to let it all out. i have noticed most recently how everyone else has to talk about other people and i finally know what its like to be talked about. and when you tell someone something personal and theyre like "oh i already know.." thats like okay if you had to hear from someone else i probably didnt want you to hear it or at least not yet. and the other thing when people tell you how to feel and what to do with out you asking them. like "oh you should like him..hes so much better than him" DONT tell me who to like because chances are you dont know half of what i want and if you did i would have already asked you for advice. gahh people need to stop worrying about what everyone else is thinking and start caring about what they want. i have got so many friends this year but very few of them i see outside of school and they have become my close friends and sometimes i wish it was only them that gave me advice. thats actually how it should be.
im just sick of charlotte. i thought going to a bigger school would change the rumors but it has only made them worse. and my mom has become intolerable and bill bitches at me about what i do and his son hasnt lifted a finger to do anything.
uggh. just comment if you have anything relatively helpful. oh and i had so much fun with the emilys. they definitely are the best girls i know anymore.