i woke up this morning feeling proud of who i am.
i dont think that i could ever explain to anyone what it is that happened to me last night.
i dont think anyone would ever understand.
i dont feel that i owe an explanation of any kind.
just know that i am not going to die.
and now, i can tell you this and know that its true.
im sorry.

*Can you show me where it hurts?*

ur not higher then shit, just so you know ( Read more... )

Dammit Mollee, I didn't know you logged into this place on my computer. *ROFL*

i watched a movie with my mom tonight. it was kinda cool. we havent done that in a long time. i feel really bad cuz i know that i dont appreciate her as much as i should. i know this. i know that there are so many other people that deserve a mother like her way more then i do. so why dont i treat her the way i should? i really truely dont ( Read more... )

im kinda getting these vibs from one of my best friends... i kinda feel like shes trying to keep her distence from me for whatever reason she might have... i dunno if im just thinkin weird shit (which i hope thats what it is) or if theres sumtin shes not telling me. but I LOVE HER! just so she knows... and i hope everythings ok between us ( Read more... )

i really really would like to be fine with everything and forget that they make me uncomfterable. but to see the guy that ive been crushing on for years, kiss one of my bestfriends, its kind of a hard thing to block out. but i feel like thats what they expect me to do. i cant help but picture me in her place, cuz not too long ago, i was. i ( Read more... )

there are so many things about you that i remember but try to forget. it doesnt work though. one day, ill be more then what i am now and they will be kicking themselves in the ass. i could sit here and go on and on about how my true love and feelings were'nt returned. at the time i thought they were, but i guess "i love you" isnt too hard to ( Read more... )

wow, last night was one fuct up night. but i have never had more fun. i could spend the rest of my life with these people. they are all so great ( Read more... )

the hand full of us have created a world we could live in. we built the friendships and connections around us to where we need them to be. Today was kinda freaky cuz for a short moment i was afraid of this changing. so many things have changed in my life lately, but to lose what i have now or for it to change in any negitive way, i think i would ( Read more... )