Why do I care? It should mean jack to me who cares if they are together. I am so much better off without him, and so is every woman in the world who isn't with him. I just felt like a piece of me had been torn out when I saw it. I feel like I still was ok with his family,and I didn't want to loose them. It's ok. I'll be fine, just breath. It will ( Read more... )

I know it has been forever since I have made a true update about my life ( Read more... )

"Like We Never Loved At All ( Read more... )

Never before in my life have i hated someone. Grant it, I may have strongly disliked them, but I have never felt hatred toward another person. I have now. I never realized how strong hate was. And I can't help it, it's just there inside of me.

To the girl taking my place ( Read more... )

My laundry smells like lavender and vanilla. It also smells good cause it's free.

So the majority have already heard that I left Harding, as in I am no longer a student there. Never fear though I didn't drop out completely, I just transferred. I am now enrolled at Freed Hardeman University, which is where I wanted to go to begin with. I love it here at FHU. Plus I have made so many friends here, well I haven't made any girl ( Read more... )

And believe it or not the world turns even when I'm not in Unionville. Yesterday I was feeling quite homesick, but then I realized that this is my home too. I also felt better when I found out that there are people back home that miss me just as much as I miss them. College is going to be great, and I'm going to have days were I hate it and want to ( Read more... )

This is my first official update from Harding as a college student. Harding is...good. It was hard the first day, after I talked to anybody on the phone I cried, when I thought about them I cried, I was miserable. Today though I only cried once and that is when I cut my pinkie toe open, so I think I am doing pretty good. I have my room all set up, ( Read more... )

I leave on Thursday. Am I ready to go? No. Why? I just don't want to. Don't get me wrong, I want to experience college, but I don't want to have to give up so many things to do it. I have no one there. Sure Rebecca is there, but she is going to be to busy with school, the bison, and planning her wedding. I'm stuck in a little room with a girl who ( Read more... )