Well things have been going good. last night was the night from hell. i was supposed to work last night at 4 but when i went in they were over staffed two people so we all took a wine test and who ever did the best got to leave. me and my friend Des got to leave. it was 81 outside. SOO nice. me and my cousin ate at her work. then asked mike if he ( Read more... )

Lately I've been so confused. Its like i get angry for no reason at all. I have all these emotions that need to come out and its like i don't know how to sort them all out. I've been working so much, its good cuz more money for me, but sometimes it gets soo old after a while. Tony and I are are talking. I don't know if i want a commitment but i ( Read more... )

Finally i talked to him. It took him long enough ( Read more... )

I hate that I miss you ( Read more... )

im back home now i've been back since last monday night.

Im so confused about alot of stuff. :(

its hard not to think about certain things.

i hate this....

and I hate you yet i like you

this trip has opened my eyes to alot of things, good and bad. Im going to change alot on how i look at things now. If i didn't get to see everyone, im sorry. i will be back in the summer. it was good to see everyone ( Read more... )

Friday.night after work. went over to my new friend Diana's house. got ready and went to our friend Matt's 21 birthday party at his house. OMG there where soo many people there. it had to been at least 80 people there. I was sober because last Sat. was horrible for me. Ummm Then Slept over at her house friday night. Then Woke up early Sat. morning ( Read more... )

I text tony... saying "obviously something is going on... So i wasted my time with everything, good luck in court and this is goodbye." I was trying to make him see that I wasn't putting up with this anymore. It just sucks that he's being an asshole right now. but I wasted these past 5 months than if thats the case here. HOw can you just stop ( Read more... )

a week from today I will finally be in MI. sounds crazy. lol Im excited. Ummm just working alot. I got my hair did yesterday. I LOVE IT. Been tanning alot. yay.. im getting darker. Ummm upset over the Tony situation. he is pushing me away for NO reason what so ever. It hurts like hell for him to be like this. I HAVE no idea what is going on his ( Read more... )

I hate the feeling of when someone makes you feel stupid. Tony is going through alot in his life right now. SOo im going to let him deal with that right now and just wait for him to come to me and talk to me about it. Im sick of feeling ignored. because he has soo much on his plate right now, I wish he would come to me and talk to me, but he needs ( Read more... )