So yea i spoke to him after like a month and hes back in my life but in a positive and not infactuated way which its famazing. I can actually talk to him as friends and not in like sexual tension-y way so this rocks my socks!!!! He totally wants me more now that i dont want him its kinda funny...... so im okay lately except with my family. Im not ( Read more... )

Hey Y'all ( was thinking of T lol ( Read more... )

I quit..... Its not for me..... I just have to deal with the fact that from now on i come home at 2:30.........I have to continue focusing on school.......I need to smile mor eoften.... I need to feel all pretty again and lose weight....... But I quit today... and i feel like a loser and a quitter... i've never quit soething like that so quickly ( Read more... )

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I made gablettes!

WEll things are much better with me. HOnestly i think im getting over him now that all thats left is that tension. As great as he is , hes not for me right now. I need to find someone else. I decided that the plan wasn't going to work out so mili jackie steph im not gonna go for that plan but in a weird way ima make up a new plan if possible. ( Read more... )

I GOT A SCHEDULE CHANGE!!!!!!!!

FUCK YEA!!!!

lol well yea i got a schedule change and i love it!!!

1. Pre-CAl H
2. English AP
3. Marine Science
4. Yearbook
5. DAnce 3 H!!!
6. US HIstory AP

oh and its luis birthday, HAPPY BIRTHDAY LUIS!!!!!

School is driving me CRAZY! I have to wait like a freaking week to get my schedule change how retarded is that? Well today was nice i applyed for my first job :o) at village of merrick park at the Pottery barn for kids, super cute store! I'm also thinking of trying out for gablettes but i dont know anymore.... i found out i have to make up a 2 ( Read more... )

My summer has been famazinG! With a captial G! lol I have spent my summer at Miami high where it wasn't exactly were i'd wished i'd be , i love you guys but i wish i was on gables field :o) ( Ruben you get me , you hate being drum major sometimes cause your not out there marching and performaning and playing, well i hate instructing sometimes cause ( Read more... )

So yea what now? I had all that built up inside me and frustration and the wanting it to happen and now that it has what now? Nothing can happen but it felt so nice..... I just sat there with a smile on my face for over an hour more than in a long time and it felt so nice...... Let me tell you total awkward moments like ppl calling the middle like ( Read more... )