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I'm bitter, and I hate it.
Life is too short to be so bitter.
And I don't even know why I'm so bitter.
I guess I'm pissed because of the lack of decisiveness.
I'm pissed because of the ditching done, and leaving without saying goodbye.
I'm pissed because of my distancing, headaches and obnoxiousness.
I wish I could partake, sometimes, but I just can't.
I hope people don't see me this way. I wish I didn't see others this way.
Don't get me wrong, I love everything. I do.
I just wish things didn't frustrate me so.
I wish I could find new kids, or someone I could spend all of my time around - someone who inspires me and makes me feel beautiful.
Someone who doesn't add "my balls" to everything, or make nasty, rude comments to me for no apparent reason.
Tonight had so much promise. And, it didn't turn out that bad, I guess, but it's the little things. And you know about me and the little things.
They might make me 3rd key soon, which is awesome. I hope it comes with something a little more than $6/hr. If not, being broke isn't so bad...
I want to meet people. Cute, friendly, witty boys are preferable. However, I have no idea where these people dwell. Do you know? Help a girl out - It'd make for a very happy Cory.