tell you the truth i prefer the worst of you.
the smoke swirls in the air like poetry & smells of cinnamon like your lips used to. & i saw you kiss her the night before last & i wondered, what happened to our love? i swear our bodies could mold & that would be the end of me. i stared at the stars longer than usual after you sang & i felt you next to me whispering sweet nothings into my ear & *the only thing i can think of saying is.. fuck you. {& your untouchable face.}*
+/- today
+kevin permenantly giving me his old football sweatshirt
+sucking at recorder with joey
+failing a bio test but being able to retake it
+eating potato skinsss
+buying incense
+kevin writing me a poem
++randy calling me his wonderwall
+calling ryan
+++watching fatherhood<3333
-freezing in music appreciation
-being tired from talking to jay until 2:30am
- - -jay may not be able to come on friday
-getting a physical; arm hurting from shot
-ryan being sick
my best friend
forever
i remember the first time i saw you
you had a boyfriend but i didn't care
i knew you were special
from that first look
from the time i met you
until now
i've seen you grow up
from a beautiful girl
to an even more beautiful young woman
i remember all the good times we've had
you've always been there for me
you're my happyness
you're my everything
in the morning when i wake up your the first person i think of
and at night your the last
i'm glad that you have met someone special
and forever shall you be in my heart
you're my best friend
now
and forever
i love you
awww. i love my best friend. <3
