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[lilmoonbunni]

i went to my mom's house last night. it was horrible. her boyfriend and his annoying daughter live there. i just found out that she had adhd and is borderline autistic.. at least, that's what's diagnosed. still, i think the major part of her behavior came from her being daddy's spoiled little girl who always got her way and she just never grew up.

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[skooshje]

Wow. This is the kind of writing that keeps you on my friends list.

I've never experienced this kind of dislocation, but I remember that sense of rage and frustration at parental decisions about your life that are beyond your control. In my experience, it gets a lot easier to forgive after you build your own life, and are out from under their thumb.

[lilmoonbunni]

Even though sometimes I feel older than I really, I know and realize that I really am young. I'm just in this.. stage.. I still feel young, like I need to be cared for, I should be cared for. But then I realize that I'm still old enough to take care of myself. It's like I'm so mixed up with feeling young and old at the same time and the frustration I get at not being able to decide for myself but then other times being expected to make the first step! I trust you when you say it will get easier to forgive and thanks for your continued reading.:)