today was the first track meet....I WAS SO NERVOUS!!!! especially for the 4*1 bc we havent practiced enough...and when we were warming up, I dropped the batton during the first exchange ( Read more... )

so...its spring break and i have done nothing fun, AT ALL. on thursday, i was at school all day bc i had track and wanted to watch musical practice...that was...interesting to say the least ( Read more... )

today....i am faced with a difficult decision ( Read more... )

states is this weekend and i am really depressed that i cant be there with my team...not even to be supportive. this being hurt really sucks and i want it to end more than anything ( Read more... )

track practice was really painful...not that it was hard, but gymnastics exercises kicked my ass last night. but here i go complaining again, and i hate complainors/complainers (i dont know how to spell it ( Read more... )

i have been so sick lately...and i threw up yesterday....also, yesterday...my secret got out about the fact that i am a nice person....EMILY, YOU SUCK...I NEVER WANTED ANYONE TO KNOW THAT I DID VOLUNTEER WORK ( Read more... )

i cant believe that last night actually happened!!!! i did have a good time while i was there, especially with the rum sundae

but really...how could she be that stupid we could have been so dead because she was so irresponsible!!!!

i feel so terrible....i want to kill myself, so i can put myself out of my misery ( Read more... )

i just had a stroke of genius!!!!

my aunt has a st.patrick's day party every year....
they all get so fucking wasted...
which means that i could easily show up to the party, take some booze and leave!!!

is that not the greatest plan in the world??
me and my friends drinking after an oh-so-stressful weekend

the first day of track was tons of fun...
i really thought that i was going to look terrible and slow....
thank god that isnt the way it is...
because i FUCKING KICK ASS!!!

and i got money last night for my birthday!!!
still waiting for a present from someone....(you know who you are)