Thinkin why...

May 29, 2005 19:16

Bein home alone really got me thinkin bout alot of stuff. I thought I was okay and that it really didn't matter, I don't even like him like that. But why does it hurt so bad? It feels like my heart was jus ripped out. I dont get it I dont even like him like that, so why does it bother me so much? I was okay wit jus bein wit him every other ( Read more... )

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xomanda24xo May 30 2005, 18:39:30 UTC
piece of cake,

dont b that girl. and hes not worth it. duhh! i kno i told u this before..but leave it up to u 2 learn it the hard way. hopefully ur tellin the truth this time when u say that ur done w/ him..but i kno better. and u kno ur not. u still want him. badddddd! =) haha jusss kidding. or not. fuck him and his blue eyess..who caress..ur stronger than them. jus look at mine =) they r better anywayyss! youu kno i loveeeeeee you!! soo fuck him and fuck u too!

hang in there cheif

later ganster

love always,
piece of pie <3

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lilmunchin4 May 31 2005, 03:50:45 UTC
Piece of pie,

I know ur compeltely right. Im such a idiot for having to learn this way. I shoulda listen to u in the first place. But after sean and I talked today, I know that I dont want him. Yea I still like his bad ass, but I honestly dont want him. Im so stupid for likin him, but I fall when it comes to rebels. Besides he was great in bed... and I have needs too... LOL jus what u wanted to hear, RIGHT? Thanks for holdin my hand and catchin my tears ur my bestest friend and I love u cheif.

Werd out gangster

Love, your piece of cake

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blacknbluekrew3 May 31 2005, 02:25:01 UTC
hey i hope what i said tha otha day didnt get 2 u 2 deep. i was juss tryna be dead honest with u. u noe that i wuddnt say n e thing 2 hurt u in n e way. I love u 2 much 2 do that. U do need to 4get him tho n like manda said, it looks like ur learnin tha hard way. All tha times uve said u hated him, yet he is tha one thing that seems 2 be on ur mind. It's not as hard as u think 2 4get about him. Ur juss makin it harder cuz u still c something. Well there goes more of tha truth, hate it or love it. I hope u love me tho... i really do cuz i care sOo much about u. take care boo, hang in there!!

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lilmunchin4 May 31 2005, 03:45:11 UTC
I want u to be honest but last night wasnt a good night to be that honest u were kindda a dick bout it, I really need someone to talk to but everytime u said somethin it pushed me away. I still love you boo, and stay honest. Im sorry ?I just need time away from it all. But thats how I am I think wit my heart and not my head and I care to much. Its like when all u ever had is asses for bf thats what u go for because you never experience nethin better. And u just dont know what ur missin out on. I love you for ever boo...

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