yeah auditions today were bad. i went 3rd it was horrible i started to tear up after i was done. i was just so mad at myself i had that song done and ready to go since JUNE!!!! and so many ppl put such faith and confidence in me. im sorry i let you guys down. i swear i really can sing just not when im infront of ppl. sorry you guys i didn't mean ( Read more... )

im so excited for homecoming this year i finally have a date!!! and its the coolest person in the whole wide world THEO!!! yes i convinced theo to go :P anywho today was the 1st day of auditions i think i did alright i only forgot one line so i called out line and meredith read it to me so yeah i think i did a ok job. but i don't know about ( Read more... )

OMGOSH I HATE BEING A COCKEYED OPTIMIST I CAN'T DO IT!!! that whole fucking last two lines in my audition piece suck and i can't sing it right. and the rest of the song is good but definately not main part material or even chorus line gosh bless it! jeez why do i even bother i should just let the theater kids do it why do i bother wasting mr.k's ( Read more... )

oy i love trashy romance novels they should seriously be under the comedy section in the book store! anywho well my weekend was pretty busy football game on friday go chiefs!! umm saturday senior pictures i get my previews this wed. i'll bring them to school so ya'll can see my pretty self! ummm i got tickets to go see Lord of the Rings symphony ( Read more... )

well my totally boring day turned into a totally awesome once danielle called and said to come on over. it was fun we painted on her garage wall till i got the shit bitten out of me. insects like me for some reason. i got bitten 5 times on my back. then we sang and played the piano dani tis an excellent phantom of the opera impersonator lol! we ( Read more... )

ahhhhh i just applied my make up im wearing my high heels and i look hot and its me bday!!!! of course im spending it alone right now but thats ok i got some music cranked and im just dancing around woooo fucking hooooo! my father forgot to say happy birthday he's such a dork! omgosh my phone bill was really really high this month i had a 28 ( Read more... )

oy today was interesting i made 7 cakes frosted and decorated. i got my cousins coming in tomorrow from sicily im excited! and tomorrow shall be my "SEXY 17TH" (lol ktp) so send me your best pair of panties/boxers/whitey tighties!!!! :P anywho im excited big dinner with the family tons and tons of cake and 2 nicely chilled champange bottles! ( ( Read more... )

oy hopefully today i shall see ken! I can't wait to see him, i hope everything goes good (crosses fingers) Anywho i finally talked to my lover Monica yesterday, she told me about band camp and just a bunch of stuff.  So yeah fun stuff, then i went over my cousins house and we just sat in her kitchen and drank coffee and ate cookies for a very long ( Read more... )

Well today was interesting...i finally experienced skinny dipping so i guess i can take that off my to do list. i pretty much just hung around whatever ate a lot of food then my cousins and i where sitting in the kitchen just chilling and talking so it was cool. I talked to ken to give him a good luck on tomorrow. yesterday i hung out with lucia ( Read more... )

Well today i was suppost to be standing up in a wedding today but im not. Im a ex-bridesmaid. My friend alooped and now she lives on 24 mile and hayes locked in her house bc her husband is a bastard. I mean this girl used to be one of my good friends. I feel bad for her mother now she has 12 bridesmaid dresses sitting at home which cost 200 ( Read more... )