There was a time, when I was so brokenhearted

[lilmztinkerbell]

Well here I sit, waiting for my boyfriend to come over so we can talk. Things have been quite rough for me lately, but I really am thankful for those of you who care, like Janet, Miranda, Jeannie, you three are the only ones who really make the effort to ask whats wrong, and honestly care what the answer is. I can type whatever in this journal,

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[shellz_princess]

hey. well Kellie I know times are hard and you just wanna give up sometimes but please dont. you are such a ray of sunshine and inspiration to so many ppl whether they show it or not. We love you more than words could ever say and if we could wed take back every tear you ever cried or everytime u just wanted to disappear cuz we know u deserve so much better. All those ppl who dont respond to your journal are stupid cuz its their loss on such an amazing gurl! I love you hunni and even tho we dont get to hang out Ima make sure that changes. But please when something is wrong please if u cant tell me much please just gimme an idea...so i dont have to worry so much. I love you Kellie!<333333333333

[left_as_a_ember]

Hey Kellie. Well Well Well. I miss you, I truly do. Me and you had a weird relationship.. Friendship rather. When i would see you, i would get like so happy because your aura is so great, but i never made an effort to hang out with you all that much. We have been through some shit together, and i truly miss living down the street from you. Now im 600 miles away, and it sucks. I miss so jersey so much! I'm glad i got to atleast see you at the mall when i was home.. You seemed so happy, and i adored it up. I wish you could always be like that. Billy is a wonderful friend, or was a wonderful friend, so i can't imagine how much he does for you in being your man. I know i never update or comment and i understand you taking me off your friendslist, i deserve it, but im back, im starting to write again, and ill prove to you im gonna start commenting, nothings been the same with me, ive changed a lot, and im trying to go back to the old me.. its just not working, but im thinking, is it worth it? i mean really.. arnt we suppose to

[bleed_likeme]

hey hey.. i know how yor feeling.. you have all these friends and feel like none of them care, and that theyre just there with no comfort zone between you's.. but thats okay. Its just goes to show you who your "real friends" are, ya know? And on another note... the whole problems with billy thing, well me and my boyfriend came to a conclusion that stuff normally happens like breaking up or almost breaking up and arguing when your away from eachother.. that just makes it seem like YOU BOTH are moody and upset and cranky*ish when your away from eachother.. because you love and spend so much time with eachother so much, that its hard to stay away for so long.. weither or not its 5 hours or 5 minutes.. catch my drift? But everythings A'ok ;) Catch ya later chickAdee!!

jeannie<33

[bleed_likeme]

Oh yeah, alomost orgot... HAPPY LATE BIRTHDAY HUNZ!!

[lilcraz4friends]

Kellie,
Im sooo sorry that I forgot your birthday. I knew it was coming up, I just didnt know when and I feel so bad now..
I hope you are ok. I havent seen you in school lately.
Well.. Um.. I hope I get to talk to you sometime soon. And Im sorry that Im not such a great friend.
I love you though

<3 Kristina

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[billa_bong88]

Hey Kellie.. its Tiff.. Happy Late Birthday.. Keep your head up.. Eveything will be good in the end.. If you ever need anyone to talk to you can talk to me...even though I doubt you would ever come to me to talk about your problems.. but hey Im a GOOD listener..