Darryl came over last night & actually didnt leave til 5:30am hehehe. I just love being in his arms & him keeping me warm. Poor guy didnt sleep well last night I feel sorta bad about that. He's at work right now (3-to close). I talked to him about 2 before he went to work. On a serious note, I stepped outta my comfort zone last night. We were ( Read more... )

I gotta call from one of my bestest friends Sheana today. She told me Shyanne (her sister) was taking her to the hospital after she got off work at about 4:30. Im really scared for her. She is an amazingly strong girl & always thinks about others before herself. I just wish I could be down there with her. God is taking care of her for me though ( Read more... )

So I went to bed at like 11:30-12 last night. I woke up at 8 to give Mumsie her meds. While I was up here I decided to check my email. I got an email from Darryl. :-) I called him a while ago & left him a VM (he's closing & cant have his cell on.) I got Daddy's opinion of him & that was nice. Im getting asked lots of questions by my parents though ( Read more... )

My journal is like 12 hours off or whatever, at least it was a few posts ago. I dont know how to fix it. Oh well. I cant sleep not now...I will be up all night if I dont so I'll just go to bed sorta early. My boys left & Im sad now. I have some thinking to do. Well, actually I would like God to just step in & let me make good decisions & I pray ( Read more... )

HEHEHEHE!!!!!!!!!!! I like a boy & his name is Darryl. I like to hold his hand. I like to tickle him. I like to be in his arms. I like to be with him. I like to have inside jokes with him. I like getting to know him. I like how he makes me laugh. I like how he makes me feel beautiful just by looking at me. I could go on....but I wont. *GRINS* Dude ( Read more... )

My heart is full of grief. I realized James & I arent going to be together. Which Im okay with. Im not going to persue it any longer. He needs to take care of himself. His cancer is worsening & he needs me as a friend & Im happy to be there for him as a friend ( Read more... )

After months of talking to James & getting to know him better I finally got up the nerve & asked him if there is a possibility of us dating in the near future. I got the expected response I guess. I just want to be there for him as much as possible, that is if he will let me be. I wanna be able to get closer to him. This is a really hard situation ( Read more... )

*sighs* boys! I haven't talked to Nash since like the 21st & he was at a party so we didn't talk long, but we never do. I don't like/want to call him often. Every other week or so is fine by me. Well tonight I got an e-mail from him saying 'hey sorry we haven't talked in a while, call me if you wanna talk.' Now I'm just confused. I do like him. I ( Read more... )

I just woke up. I like this new time change thing. Now when it's an hour ahead I'll complain about it. I keep on having dreams (almost on a daily basis) about Alex & how things used to be. Sorta 'weird' & interesting. Martha came over last night. It was fun as always. I was so tired when she left & it was only 12:30. Martha has me even more nervous ( Read more... )

I miss *him* times infinity!!!!!! I miss *her* times infinity!!!!! I love *him* with all my heart, mind, body, & soul!!!! I love *her* with all my heart, mind, body, & soul. Tonight's lesson at 20 Somethin' was about 'death'. On top of that Troy had to ask about soldiers dying at war & everything... *sighs & cries in agony* Good night everyone!